edit: the songs might not play from there, I don't know why, I'm frustrated. THIS LINK should do the trick.
Hahaha. Sometimes I wish I could do that for people. But then something comes up and I forget about it HAHA.
I really love my NA class. They're the funnest and best-student buncha people I've met. And I'm so surprised why they hold back so much. ALL of them are so mature and think so differently from so many people I've met; where the heck did things change for them? Its not that I want to 'save' them. There's nothing to 'save' them from. I just want to make sure they know how bloody cool I think they are, and how I think we need more people like them in the world, I'm not kidding. It'd be a much funner and better place like that.
I don't care if my family is full of weird characters, empty promises, things I disagree with, impatience, traces of weakness, whatever. They're my Goddamn family and I love them, and I'd rather have my family this way than not at all. Because I realized for everything I tend to gripe about, there's another 5 that I love and wouldn't want to change in you. I'm still growing up, forgive me my phase.
It'd be fitting, I think, if midway through that paragraph the whole room fell silent, you only hear yourself reading my post. Then you hear my voice quiver and falter, and I hold back a burst of hot tears. Then I give in to its overwhelming rush,a and break down. Then you only hear me weeping silently.
It'd be fitting, I think, but that couldn't get further from the truth. I ran out of Quiver. Hahaha. I like pretending to cry btw.
I just had too much wrong hour sleep, Wrong Place Wrong Hours kinda sleep. I'm still feeling slightly incoherent, I think my neck's protesting a bit, and HEY! I'm not hungry. Dear reader, I hope you know that at least one person in this world holds on to your existence like its everything. You're that important to at least one person. And for the record, you're important to me; because your continued readership feeds my illusion of being damn popular hahahahahhahaha. K no la not like that. Owch my eyes. I like that. Owch. Compared to Ouch.
Take good care of your sharpness so that getting smarter can be a healthy process.
Ok but please stop kidding me like a treat
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