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Weak One Naw!
Sunday, January 8, 2012 at 11:43 PM

Alhamdulillah week one of THT HIT 2nd Cycle has passed without incident. The pain is still there but its been manageable. I'm now pretty sure my immediate goal is to get as big as Shifu Zul.

I'm very motivated to get my diet in control, as I've also realized where all the fat is now: obliques. Its damn indian I think, to have fats there and not anywhere else. The front has been compromised a little but not as much as you would think if you'd known how much fat I'd gained. Then again even I don't know that.

I was about to say: I really can't wait to ORD so I can spend a lotta time with my family. Then I thought: NO. Why wait, amma make it happen now.
I really like being around my family, so I'll make it happen. When I can come home I will, when I've had enough sleep I'll wake up so I can live properly with the people whom I love. There's so much to look forward to and I'm so happy, Alhamdulillah.

Once in awhile I can feel it again, that sorta burning feeling in me, like an anticipation or excitement of something big. I want to achieve something like that, to have a big impact on people whether they know its me impacting them or otherwise. The money part I'm still not so sure: do I wanna have a lotta money? Or just be comfortable living like this now. What's sure is that as long as I have enough for everyone's basics, I'm happy. That's the 'minimum pay' I want to make. Whatever Allah gives me I'll accept, however much or little because He knows best. There's a lot to be learnt from people who get so little yet are so happy.

I want to be that kind of happy, and be able to help others feel that way.

Something got me thinking, and I'm still trying to figure out if its true: When you dislike someone, you'll start to find everything they do irritating. Irony is I saw this on 9gag!

Take your vitamins, drink lotsa water and eat your veggies. Stay sharp everyone! Be happy you're alive.





Fahim is lame

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Extensiation
Monday, January 2, 2012 at 9:08 PM

Having had experience with both blogger and Wordpress for now, I've decided that I'll split em in this fashion:

Blogger for narcissistic and otherwise unimportant/not that significant posts
Wordpress for things with more weight, intellectual posts and everything else that suits how I feel when I use it. Todally ahhsum.

I shall now proceed to share some narcissistic thoughts that have been swimming around in my head these past few weekishes.

I've been kinda forced/made to/asked/a little curiosing into eating like 'everybody else'. That means not low-carbing and stuff. Initially everyone thought I was really getting into it but I somehow managed to kinda regulate my carb intake. And after awhile and some circumstances later, I'm kinda really eating like everybody else now.

I don't pig out on carbs as my appetite/primitive part of my mind would have me, but I'm more flexible now. I had fried rice and stuff for lunch. About four chappatis for dinner. That's a LOT of carbs in my opinion.

Strange thing is, while I do kinda feel a little like, flabbier everywhere in general, it isn't really something I can prove. There was a point in time when my abs weren't really obvious when unflexed, but that has kiiinda passed. I feel like I've put on a little more fat around my abdominals, but there's still some vascularity going on there. How's that possible? The layer of fat there is DEFINITELY thicker now and it BUGS ME TO HELL but I'm also trying to figure this out. And even with all this fat I can still see some definition around my obliques and the edges of my abs. I have NO idea what's going on.

It's been interesting but I can't take this anymore. My back's been hurting every once in awhile but Alhamdulillah there's kinduv been a quick fix. Just stick my butt out and up kinda, actually super tightening my lower back, and the pain goes away. Again, clueless. What's important is InsyaAllah I can start gymming again tomorrow, then it'd be a new 10-week cycle and I can get bigger WOOHOO! And I'll get back to MANS. Although if I have the time, I'm gonna quickly figure out my TSPA diet and if possible, start on it. I've already worked out the values and stuff, now I just gotta fit actual food into the framework.

I ordered a Tesla compression top on Gmarket for around $15 yesterday, hopefully it'll arrive by Friday. I'm really hoping it'll be good cos 15 is dirt cheap for compression wear. I'll do a quick review once I get it, hopefully someone out there will benefit from it haha.

AND! ORANGE BOX FOR FREE! Some christmas thing going on on Steam I think, everyone quickly go and check.

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