Ah shit I think I forgot how to start blog posts.

Remember Mr Jonathan Mead? I've mentioned him, the guy says get paid to exist, and many other fantastic things. Well I began thinking about what he said, that you can make an income out of something you enjoy doing if you're passionate and positively obsessed with it. Famous people in every field are in fact obsessed with their work, and that's how they get good at it. But I guess not everyone has the drive to do that with their passion, or not everyone wants to be great. I think some people are really just happy with mediocrity, but there's nothing wrong with that. If everyone was the same we'd have a lot of problems.

Which is what I want to explore by myself now. The concept of people relations and how we have shaped this world. Very briefly, it seems that there are countless hidden forces running our world, that the Good Guy has a hard time and being a bastard is the best way to get what you want in life. I don't buy any of these theories, so I wanna sit and think and write, and figure out why some people have come to that conclusion, and why they're wrong. Then maybe I'll increase my chances of ruling the world.

About ruling the world.

I don't have to be like a king on a throne, heck I don't even like that. It could be something more subtle. Like what I told Fads and Filzah (and Fads doesn't believe I'm super Awesome), you could probably pick out a random person and he'd know me, and have good things to say about me. Like an open secret? Fawaz is the open secret? I dunno, but its something I could settle for.

Oops I took a game break.

I'm 'wasting time' as people might put it, but hey, how the hell am I supposed to sign up with a tuition agency when they ask for all my grades. All my crap grades hahahhahah. So I've decided to forget the whole signup thing and instead get what I can once I'm done... wasting time. Maybe next time parents should tell their kids to 'study hard else when you are waiting for your results, you might not be able to pursue a career in the academic field'. Huh yeah big deal WOOOOOO~

Aaaanyway I wanna commend all my friends (and people who know me but have forgotten me or refuse to acknowledge my existence for some reason) who are out their doing great things with their lives. Some people are already making a difference in this world, some are 'protecting us while we sleep' (HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA) and others are being plain useful. Honestly, good on you.

And since too many people have issues with my current display picture, I've changed it. Also cos I'm sick of that ol' picture, which I put some effort into by the way. To those who told me its cool... thank you, from the bottom of my heart. Every night when I'm alone and crying in my quiet corner, I remember that out there are people who truly understand and care for me. Its all you people who give me the strength to carry on every day. I could go on but I'm crying again so its hard to type.

Yeah. Right.

Anyway, in the spirit of Homelessness:


These were from some time back, when someone had tangible amounts of hair, someone else was high on some chemical compound, and someone was actually working.



Which reminds me I'm hungry bye.





I look best behind a pillar

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