Need wo'?
Time by myself. I hate the sound of it, but its what some call 'me time'. I realized (yes, we always realized a lot of things. Funny how many things we will keep realizing...) that I truly feel me-ed only after a certain duration of solitude.
I want time to sit and think and write, and listen to songs to sing along, and maybe compose one myself. I've put so many things on hold because of NS, and I would very much like to resume where I left off, as soon as possible. Leaving it all to when I pass out is just too far away. We're still young, let's do something great so it'll be extra amazing! You might probably achieve something totally awesome later on in life, but if you do it then it'll be less amazing than if you do it now. I guess there are tons of twentyplus to thirtyplus year-olds who do great things; a nineteen year old will be better received. He will then proceed to sign the autographs of potential entourage members, followed by a tea session at some fancy place.
Did I tell you, my eyes are feeling weirdish? No? Well I just did, now, didn't I? Funny...
I just listened to Katherine McPhee's Home, and I was kinda blown away by the lyrics, again. The first time I heard the song I could make out most of the words, but to read the lyrics while the song's playing is a whole new thing for me. Its 2.5 times better than ganja. THAT I'm sure of.
I think I'm losing it, my blogging style thing. I kinda feel dried out and empty as I write this, like I've got nothing good to offer you hahaha. I'm happy you're still reading because believe it or not I can see you. And I like to watch people reading my blog, its so inexplicably gratifying.
I shouldn't keep this up. Instead! I will open a blank word document, and start writing. Because THAT. Is what blank word documents are for.
So who stole the cookie from the cookie jar, you might ask? Its me... I frickin' stole it, so stop accusing everyone else who me yes you couldn't be yes me ITS ME.
KEEP HEALTHY STAY ALIVE EXERCISE AND AMALKAN HEAVY MIRROR STARING YOU'RE ALL AMAZING PEOPLE LET'S KEEP UP THE AMAZING WORK!!! WOOOOOOOO- HOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
No plains no grains
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