Anyway. Again today I found out something that made me really really thankful for the people in my life. I'm very grateful for the fact that there are so many people behind me, supporting and praying for me even when I don't know. Alhamdulillah. I pray that in the future I can become more than the person they want me to be, so that I can give them more than they have given me, and also to those who need but have no one to provide.
I always get mixed feelings approaching book-in, like a mini emotional mess-thing inside; sometimes its dread, cos I think training is gonna be rabak. I wonder if I can take it, if they'll treat us like shit for no reason. Sometimes I think back to the heat of the bunker gear, to being completely wet inside, hot everywhere, breathing hard, wanting to relax. But it doesn't always come, that relaxation, and we've got to get moving again, and move fast at that. Its a lot to take but it can be taken.
Then suddenly I'm very happy cos I look forward to seeing my friends again. Once more, I'm thankful that God has given me friends whom I know I can trust, and who'll stand by me even though we've only known each other for such a short period.
Logically speaking then, things can work out well, I just gotta keep strong. So that's just it; keep strong and block out everything that's negative.
But above it all, I just can't fight this tiredness. I've only had five hours of sleep and I'm in desperate need for more. Ok tonight.
In more exciting news, I earned $2 from my dad for a stupid dare. You wanna know the story? Ok I'll tell you.
Some other time. Heheh. I'm sorry but circumstances allow for only that. Circumferences.
OH and I realized how much I love Wizards of Waverly Place (frickin' awesome scripting and cast and EVERYTHING). And I kinda miss Drake and Josh, but they keep repeating episodes anyway boooooo.
So its gonna be a good week ahead. HTA AFTER THAT! OH YA! HTA! HELLO ALL MY FRIENDS AT HTA! I'm super excited to meet yall, I hope you will accept me with open arms hahaha. Righto, post end.
I think I haven't said this in some time: (shit I forgot how it goes) uh something like... keep fit stay sharp be happy? Oh whatever. That's fine anyway. I also forgot to do my one line of supercool smartsaying geniusohwow at the end of the post, for three posts in a row. I'll leave 'em, despite my OCD. So this post will have that one line after a few spaces thing, albeit not in the usual format. But it all goes cos this is my world and I'm king and I welcome you because more than me is compuhnee. Though I also like talking to myse- ok I vill nawt get carried away. Stay awesome, people.
Hello you. I can't wait to hear your voice again, I can never get enough of it.
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