workout
wash Syafiq's pants cos I'm gonna return em to him tomorrow HI SYAFIQ! FAIYAFAITA'S (SecCom) FOR THE WIN! Hahahh sempat seyy
sort out my laundry
bathe
pray
But we can always dream.
I wanna write this cos I put some thought into it while doing the dishes. Therapeutic, I remember saying that about it once. Hmm... dishes... ahh yes, so very thera-fricking-peutic.
Twas during the dishwashing session that I felt I missed a lot of things from my past. Then I thought about it a bit more...
If I missed them, it'd mean I want em back. Do, experience again, wo'eva. But those are things from the past, and I might not be able to get them back. Then I realized- I'm not supposed to miss them and want them back. Instead they're things that I'm happy happened, so all I gotta do now is look forward to more things. Then by the time I'm 60 I'll have a helluva long list of things I'm glad happened, and I'd still be thinking 'YEAH BABY more things to look forward to'.
SO, my List of Things I'm Glad Happened:
hanging out with the 2nd family
studying with the class guys, almost always end the day off by doing something fun/stupid
lepaking with the mats, in the solat room
and the old RI mat room
soccer on post-Friday-was-a-holiday Saturdays
school functions and carnivals
the stadium steps
RI and RJ gym
gymming with Syafiq Zul and the occasional Arif
cool shit for assembly
K I'm gonna stop there. Time's running out.
In conclusion, I'm happy, I'm sleepy, I insist on doing some shit to my body now cos I wanna growgrowgrow. I think I've forgotten how to feel a lot of things (like feeling full after a meal, tired, you get the picture) but its a new experience so I'm loving it.
I wanna finish my book. It must be finished. Because 30 is too old to get famous. And let's get real, if I don't start doing all the crazy things I think I should be doing, I'll never be where I wanna be till my 40's maybe, latest. But in the meantime, to all my friends who have clearly laid-out and brilliantly decorated paths in life, I am happy for you; may you go as far as you can, and live a life of fulfilment.
I wanna and I did some recordings. I can't bring myself to upload them, no, not with all the conversion and linking and shit I gotta do. F*** that for now. Whups I said the F word. Tis been a long time. I think I'm gonna go back and censor it, so by the time you're reading this you'd be like huh? but now you'd probably be like oh ok I get it. And you should.
Eye realized eye used a lot of eyes in this post. Is that bad? I don't care. No more philosophical shit for now. Duty calls!
Stay healthy happy and harvest your fruits when they are ripe. Have a great many days ahead, it is me here wishing you much peace. With thankfulness I am be taking leave now.
If you seek then go to the Horse people
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