Oh nevermind.
Amma just write everything out, lay it all here so there's space up in my head so I can reshuffle. Or something. I don't think it actually works anything like that hahaha. Oh well I like writing and shit. So HERE GOES PEOPLE ARE YOU READY!!!
Fasting and training is the most awsm-est thing, like the ultimate test of so many things. It gets really hard sometimes, but I'm glad I've got friends enduring the same thing at the same time. Helps keep you going. Friendship. Buy one now batteries not included k thx.
Sometimes the week gets so tiring and I don't get enough sleep and we gotta do lotsa shit that I haven't got the capacity to miss anything. All I end up looking forward to is a lot of water and sleep. Weird, but interesting. Life Experiences of Muhammad Fawaz. Grab yoru copy today, sold at all AWESOME bookstores. If yo bookstore ain't got it then yo bookstore ain't no bookstore.
I. Have. Shrunk. And lost 5kg, though I've gained almost all of it back hahahah. After Ramadhan, I'm gonna start training again. I need to be big to be beautiful HAHAHAHHAHAHA I like how that came out. Where the heck did I hear that from? Big and beautiful. Hmm, interesting combination.
I love the ukulele amma learn it and play it yeah yeah yeah amma do it.
Today I realized I hadn't sung and talked to myself at the top of my voice, for quite some time. I did it while doing the dishes. As usual. Almost got me wedgied by my beloved uncle who also thinks I'm a walking billboard. I know he's secretly jealous :D
I'm having a helluva time playing Uru. I'm glad I got into it in the first place.
I've only done tarawih at Ba'alwie once so far, and I'm missing it already. I love that mosque, everything about it. Ramadhan's just that bit more special when I get to pray there.
Speaking of which. Things always become awesomer during Ramadhan, as they have been, being, gonna be, bee hive. Alhamdulillah.
I'm glad my family's doin fiiiine. I like coming home, and hanging around, and watching people do what they do from the back of my head cos I got eyes on the back of ma head. I love my family.
I'm gonna google Roll Gliss so I can relearn how to set it up hahahha. Harder kaur or whut.
I was at RJ today, and boy do I miss those days. But if you think about it, its weird innit. That's the place where I got conditional promotion, failed repeatedly, struggled and passed a bit then kept on failing, did poorly for countless exams, not to mention the Bigun, got into trouble here and there. And I figured out why. I spent my time there doing the stuff I wanted to do, and I don't regret it one bit. Funny, eh?
I wanna be a billionairre so- no wait, make that infinitillionairre, so frickin' bad. And along the way and at the way and after the way and whey amma keep helping people and doing stuff to make the world a better place. And I know I'm not alone cos I've seen it, I bear witness that there are awesome people aplenty in this world and together we will overcome the Forces of Darkness... and other nonsense.
I'm glad we're unbelievably psychic, and that you're so understanding. Thanks b :)
Thank God for air katira and cold carbonated sweet drinks and water. Lots and lots of water.
And sugar too.
This is a really special month, and everytime I get to meet it again its a mix of feelings. Happiness. Fear that I won't get to see it again, and sadness that not everyone gives it due respect. Hypocrites out there. But live and let live, and life gets exponentially easier.
Personally I don't think I'll be ready to move on to Syawwal. I dunno. Maybe. Its like having something ripped away from you before you've made full use of it, every bit of it. But God is wise in all his plans so if we do everything to our best ability then InsyaAllah things will happen well.
No standing on my head for some time now. This cannot go on.
Must get more sleep. Like, really.
I'll stop here for now. Eyes are getting dry. My wings are getting a little tired, and all six of my legs need to stretch. I might even need to regrow my incisors later. We'll see.
Till next week, stay happy healthy and keep doing good things people. Everything happens full circle, sometimes the circle is so damn big that you don't see it turning. Just like land, you can't see it circling now, can you? Exercise so we can all be buff and look cool on the streets. Moisturize. yes. Hahahah good night Faceless-ers.
They call me Fawaz for three and a half reasons
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