I wanted to be mean but my mom didn't allow for it.
Probably cos it was her email I was typing out.
Ooohhhhhhwell.
She mail
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Unrecipient
Sunday, July 31, 2011 at 6:43 PM
I wanted to be mean but my mom didn't allow for it.
Me the Deal
Saturday, July 16, 2011 at 5:58 PM
I miss:
The smell of the rubber mats at the gym
Lifting till I can't push no more
Wringing your very soul for every last drop of energy to do one more rep
The pain the next day
Seeing strength improvements
Looking into the mirror, seeing a small body and saying its okay, I know I'm getting stronger, I've been following a routine and I have my logs to prove it
Getting so pumped I have difficulties taking off my damn shirt
I've started working out a bit, but still with light weights. My back isn't total healed. I don't know what stage its at now, I've gotten confused. It doesn't hurt when I lift things, yet sometimes it feels uncomfortable and I gotta stretch. I can't bend all the way in one go, it feels tight, I gotta go bit by bit. I'm gonna go for the reflexology thing again soon, maybe even tomorrow. I want my back fixed NOW. And I'm gonna see a chiropractor soon too, to fix my bloody imbalanced somewhere hahaha. I can't stand on both feet comfortably, its gotten too annoying.
Things I've yet to do:
Write out a total description of myself ie. if scientists were to recreate me, they would base the Fawaz Brain Program on this descriptive piece; I better do a damn good job at it then.
I've been telling people now that I'll be someone rich and famous in the future; some laugh, but not because they think its impossible, but because its such a new/scary/never before approached idea to them. Something like that.
Gtg now no time be back later gator
The smell of the rubber mats at the gym
Lifting till I can't push no more
Wringing your very soul for every last drop of energy to do one more rep
The pain the next day
Seeing strength improvements
Looking into the mirror, seeing a small body and saying its okay, I know I'm getting stronger, I've been following a routine and I have my logs to prove it
Getting so pumped I have difficulties taking off my damn shirt
I've started working out a bit, but still with light weights. My back isn't total healed. I don't know what stage its at now, I've gotten confused. It doesn't hurt when I lift things, yet sometimes it feels uncomfortable and I gotta stretch. I can't bend all the way in one go, it feels tight, I gotta go bit by bit. I'm gonna go for the reflexology thing again soon, maybe even tomorrow. I want my back fixed NOW. And I'm gonna see a chiropractor soon too, to fix my bloody imbalanced somewhere hahaha. I can't stand on both feet comfortably, its gotten too annoying.
Things I've yet to do:
Write out a total description of myself ie. if scientists were to recreate me, they would base the Fawaz Brain Program on this descriptive piece; I better do a damn good job at it then.
I've been telling people now that I'll be someone rich and famous in the future; some laugh, but not because they think its impossible, but because its such a new/scary/never before approached idea to them. Something like that.
Gtg now no time be back later gator
Labels: monstrothimisticism
Is Man
Sunday, July 10, 2011 at 6:12 PM
My back's improved a lot, but I can't and haven't lifted anything heavy just yet. It still gets uncomfortable every now and then. I've been able to exercise t
hough, and got some more definition in my lower abs thanks to this new
exercise that I somehow never did. Did I mention that before? Idk I'm just so happy I'm on my way to something and got some mass back; I'm not big, but at least I'm not that skinny ass I became when I was forced out of action.
And I got my phone back! From the shop! New problems: I need a new screen protector AND case cos this case I'm using now is damn LECEH. And partly the reason I dropped it in the first place.
Whoa Google Chrome just crashed and reopened but wow everything's still intact.
Whatever.
Someone took this photo. I can't help but feel hungry looking at this, and I just ate! I like how I've been able to eat so much lately, makes me feel like the monster that I think I should be. HAHA am I funny or what! I'm what.
And then there's this. I don't know what it looks like to you. You know what it looks like to me? Honestly I wouldn't say. Its koko krunch, but come on, really? I think when you design a product or sth you gotta think about how it looks like on camera. Well maybe my camera sucks.
I swear I had a funny thing to write about but I can't remember! Ohwell. Allswell. Bird nest drink... cooling... stuff. Yep moving on.
Oh wtheck I'm done here.
Spinal caller
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