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I shall now proceed to share some narcissistic thoughts that have been swimming around in my head these past few weekishes.

I've been kinda forced/made to/asked/a little curiosing into eating like 'everybody else'. That means not low-carbing and stuff. Initially everyone thought I was really getting into it but I somehow managed to kinda regulate my carb intake. And after awhile and some circumstances later, I'm kinda really eating like everybody else now.

I don't pig out on carbs as my appetite/primitive part of my mind would have me, but I'm more flexible now. I had fried rice and stuff for lunch. About four chappatis for dinner. That's a LOT of carbs in my opinion.

Strange thing is, while I do kinda feel a little like, flabbier everywhere in general, it isn't really something I can prove. There was a point in time when my abs weren't really obvious when unflexed, but that has kiiinda passed. I feel like I've put on a little more fat around my abdominals, but there's still some vascularity going on there. How's that possible? The layer of fat there is DEFINITELY thicker now and it BUGS ME TO HELL but I'm also trying to figure this out. And even with all this fat I can still see some definition around my obliques and the edges of my abs. I have NO idea what's going on.

It's been interesting but I can't take this anymore. My back's been hurting every once in awhile but Alhamdulillah there's kinduv been a quick fix. Just stick my butt out and up kinda, actually super tightening my lower back, and the pain goes away. Again, clueless. What's important is InsyaAllah I can start gymming again tomorrow, then it'd be a new 10-week cycle and I can get bigger WOOHOO! And I'll get back to MANS. Although if I have the time, I'm gonna quickly figure out my TSPA diet and if possible, start on it. I've already worked out the values and stuff, now I just gotta fit actual food into the framework.

I ordered a Tesla compression top on Gmarket for around $15 yesterday, hopefully it'll arrive by Friday. I'm really hoping it'll be good cos 15 is dirt cheap for compression wear. I'll do a quick review once I get it, hopefully someone out there will benefit from it haha.

AND! ORANGE BOX FOR FREE! Some christmas thing going on on Steam I think, everyone quickly go and check.