make you feel
all TINGLY and NICE inside
but it is a hollow nice that seeks to
COMPLETE ITSELF (like a parasite) by
igniting a desire in you.
(A desire) for more of it, to know all the kindsCOMPLETE ITSELF (like a parasite) by
igniting a desire in you.
of niceness and oohs and aahs.
These are distractions.
These are distractions.
These are distractions.
These are distractions.
These are distractions.
Don't get distracted.
In (personally) less scary things (yes its scary to me. All that text was spawned of fear), I can't get Bioshock to load. Its frustrating because:
1) I wanna play Bioshock
2) I am a gamer and have yet to play a GAME.
I can't get my recordings from my phone to the com just yet (bloody WP7 and all its genius shizz...), so I can't do another mix I had worked on awhile ago. More Than Words by eXtreme (that how you spell it? Or is it just Extreme. Wtv, eXtreme looks extremely AWSM).
My goal is to have a magazine cover body. The two big factors: diet and working out.
Now this diet thing has gotten me thinking a lot, caused a lotta frustration and whatnot, and I'm not sure if I've said this before but amma say it again. This time I'll start from the, uh, start.
I was on a low GI diet for maybe a month, prior to enlisting. Almost every meal of mine was different from the rest of my family, so that caused a little problem there. Although I had to get a lot of other ingredients and stuff, I think it was a pretty good investment. Didn't cost too much, and my body responded favourably and quickly. I got considerably leaner, and then I enlisted. And then it all went away kinda. I got bigger in some ways during training, but was not as defined as while on my diet.
For over a month now I think (maybe longer. Yeah should be longer. Eh no wait. Ah forget it) I've been on M.A.N.S. Simply put, a low carb high fat high protein diet. Less than 30g carbs from Sunday to Friday 6pm, from then to Sat midnight you've got a little more slack.
This has been working well for me, but sometimes I'm a little restricted, in that I can't always get something good to eat when I need to. Cos I'm at camp. Bleagh.
SO I've given it a lotta thought, and this is my new diet summmmmmarized:
I, Muhammad Fawaz, shall continue to apply the M.A.N.S. principles in my diet, with the following additions:
If it is my rezeki to have some other food then I will willingly accept it eg. someone buys me lunch or I'm with friends and we share something.
I will try my best (judging by the situation I'm in) to avoid foods that are 'unfavourable' to my diet, however my mindset is this: no food is bad. If Allah made it halal it means it is good for you in some way or another, so who the heck are you to reject it. Whatever you eat, must be in moderation.
I will eat more vegetables. (God that must be the hardest part. Me and veggies are like... yaknow, like that. We're not always the best of friends, though we're not enemies, you know where I'm coming from?
My long term goal is to get my entire family to CHANGE. I don't see that possible because everyone is so stubborn, and when it comes to getting the groceries or whatever my advice could turn things into an argument (maybe). And I'm not sure, but if I have things my way we might end up spending more. Actually I don't think so. Yeah it won't. I guess that just means I gotta figure it all out before I take control of my family's diet.
Brilliant.
I don't see why people should be fat if they just do things right. A flat stomach is the way to go!
Sometimes I wish I had nice photos to share. But I don't. Sooooo..... I'll share more words instead. Could I have said 'instead then'? Sounds rightish but might be wrong.
OMG I JUST REALIZED people sleep at night.
Sleep.
When policeman r tired they make arrest
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